Wow. Tonight just blew me away.
Though i know it was only the practice service, i felt as if it were the real thing. At first i felt kind of weak at the thought of it all reminding me of LP with the set up, music, people, ect. But once Mike started to talk everything all just went away the thoughts and memories. Though i have heard that story plenty of times, it just all seemed so different this night. I’m not sure of what it was though, but one thing i do know is, God was defiantly in the atmosphere.
Once the Worship came, all the memories came back, both the good and the bad. I just started to feel weak at the knee’s with it all. I couldn’t bare to stand and i couldn’t help my self to cry with all the thing that have been going on at home. I’m not the one to really so much emotion to things but this was one of those times. Though i didn’t crack completely i still felt like everything was suffocating. Like i was stuck in an airtight room for years with no way out.
I’m thankful for all those whom comforted me, but one thought i left that place with.
“it doesn’t matter if the world is pulling you down and you feel empty, but with God, you have everything.”
I think next time you should just let go and crack lol.
But no, I’m serious.
haha like its hard for me to, i’m just one to not show a lot of emotion in front of others, thats just how it is for me.
I’m with Sarette….its good to let it go cause He is really there to take it from you, all of it. Those people there are your church family and that will not change no matter what… from one “tough” girl to another….xo
you’re in my prayers sweet girl!
You’re the best!