Going away

Well i am going away on Sunday. 

I was told to post the address for anyone who wants to send me anything. it is….

619 Campfuller Road
Wakefield, RI 02879

OKAY YOU GOT ME!

I know, I know! I said I would try and blog every day, but I lied.
Blogging just isn’t a commitment for me like it use to be.
One day in this near by future I will continue to blog again!

Well since I am in the Mids. of creating this post i would really like to say a few things !!!!

I really like what I said on Mike’s post. That us Catalyst Church, sending of the message “Changing the way people view Church” Is like a book. I don’t feel like writing out what I said, or copying and pasting because I am too lazy . But what I do know is. I am very proud for what I said because I didn’t know where I was going when I first started to comment. But I really do like where I went with it!!!!

Well I am going to wrap up this post with saying…
The reason I am waiting for the “near future” to continue blogging is because I leave for Rhode Island again on June 28 until July 25. Then I will be back for two weeks. Then leaving AGAIN for Rhode Island from Aug. 9 until the 22

May 9th

Yesi know I said I would blog everyday, but I don’t think that is possible. Somedays I am over tired at night and some I just can’t find time to get to my iPod or computer. But one thing I know is I am going to check it more frequently and deffinatly try and write something as much as possible.

Nothing really much happened this week for me, just like any normal week. OH! I found out who my mentor is… Danielle. We are going to start a bible study together soon, we just have to wait for it to come in. I think this bible study will be really good. When I have more information on it I’ll tell you :p.

Friday May 1, 2009

Second post in a row SWEET!

Well today was pretty slow during school. My usual, many study halls, which i played uno in :]. I had a spanish quiz, which i am pretty sure i did good on since i have benn studying like crazy lately. I really need to bring some of my grades up. It’s not like they are bad, but they need some improvement.  I’m working on that!

Today i really didn’t do much. OH! i did go see X-men wolverine or whatever. I am not that great of a speller. lol. but it was a good movie, some of the grapics/specail effects were kinda cheap. but is was a good movie. You should go see it

I’m going to try and make it a consistant thing for me to blog. I’m going to try and write every day, though i may skip a day, But i am still going to try!

a new post :)

Yes i know havn’t been on in forever, but im going to try and make it a daily thing to blog. Whether if it is about a topic, what i did that day or w.e. imma do it! (or atleast try)

For now im just going to start by doing what i did today.

Well today i went to school like i do almost ever week day, it was the same old regular routine of classes. When i came home i really knew i wanted to clean my room, it has kind of been a mess, but not drastic. I like to be neat when it comes to that thing, but i just got too lazy. Out of a total of about 3 hours of working on cleaning my room i probably picked up 5 things? Ha not much progress. During my 3 hours of “cleaning” i actually spent most my time on the computer listening to music. Actually i was looking up some different ideas for tattoos. My mom said i can get one, she would just have to approve of design and how big and where which is pretty cool. So i have been getting some ideas, im getting pretty close to figuring out what i want. Well during my cleaning period, Sarette texted me up saying we should going to Olive Garden and she will pay with her $50 gift card because she is awesome like that . After that lovely treat of a dinner we chilled at the mall for a little while. We couldn’t resist it was right next to us. What do you expect two girls to do?

Overall it was a good day. And im glad to start blogging again

Again…

Well i tend to notice i have nothing blog about anymore. I just don’t know what to say. There are many things on my mind that i would love to put down. I just never can get what is on my mind in words, like i think it perfectly words and everything but when it comes to saying and or writing it i totally blank. I know what is something I should work on so others know whats going on in my mind .

One thing i noticed on blogging, for me, i seem to prefer to read others then have write my own. I bet it is like that for others. So it makes me thinking, if I don’t blog, others won’t have things to read.

I’m not positive of what i will start to write about, I might just state what is going on in my days and what went through my mind, random things, idk. If anyone has any ideas of what i should do. All is welcomed

Childhood…

I was going through some of my old things lying around in my closet and i came across this poem i wrote when i was younger. i was laughing so hard so i felt i must share it.

My hair is blonde like the sun high up in the sky.
My ears are like a spiral going on and on.
My nose is like two slides that meet into one.
My heart is like a great blood cell pumping fast like a bullet.
I live in a gymnasium and eat all the flips.

 

I was laughing so hard when i was reading this, talking about myself, then it comes to the last line and i thought to myself. “what the heck was on my mind then?!”

 

ps. this was 2nd or 3rd grade i believe

Just a random thought….

So today I while rearranging my room I was listening to some music. I thought to my self, How did one in the beginning really come up with such an amazing noise that has now evolved into different things. Music is used in all different cultures and everyone seems to enjoy it in different forms. All around you are different forms of Rythmn, Beats, and Melodys. They are hidden into different forms, forms that you may not notice unless you really decide to listen. It is a way of connecting, connecting to the space around you. Though for some its a way of connecting to God. For me sometimes i feel like i am more attached to Him through the music then just a pray or a service. It’s just a way of just being who you are in your own way… and i love it.

Practice Service…

Wow. Tonight just blew me away.

Though i know it was only the practice service, i felt as if it were the real thing. At first i felt kind of weak at the thought of it all reminding me of LP with the set up, music, people, ect. But once Mike started to talk everything all just went away the thoughts and memories. Though i have heard that story plenty of times, it just all seemed so different this night. I’m not sure of what it was though, but one thing i do know is, God was defiantly in the atmosphere. 

Once the Worship came, all the memories came back, both the good and the bad. I just started to feel weak at the knee’s with it all. I couldn’t bare to stand and i couldn’t help my self to cry  with all the thing that have been going on at home. I’m not the one to really so much emotion to things but this was one of those times. Though i didn’t crack completely i still felt like everything was suffocating. Like i was stuck in an airtight room for years with no way out. 

I’m thankful for all those whom comforted me, but one thought i left that place with. 

“it doesn’t matter if the world is pulling you down and you feel empty, but with God, you have everything.”

Yet Again…

I haven’t been on my blog in forever, and i felt like it was time to start soon, in the post before.
The thing is though, i ever seem to be able to think of something to write. I have nothing that comes to mind of what to say. Sooner or later i will post some of my readings, but for now I’m not sure.

when something else comes up, i will deff. post.